In a way, and yes you can call me a freak if you like, I wouldnt mind having all those bloods. Although its easy for me to say as needles dont bother me, and I am thinking that at least it gives you something to focus on rather than just sitting around waiting and hoping iykwim. You will be a pin cushion but hopefully a pregnant pin cushion by the months end I wasnt planning on using OPKs this month, they have I guess worked in previous months but last month it gave me all negative and I stressed about it and then got the BT done which said I had Od so I wonder if its better to do what you said and pretty much (I love that one, hehe) every couple of days through the month - wont DH be in his element - and every day for the 4-5 days surrounding O time. Not much else I can do really.

It might make you feel good to catch up with some of your work friends. If you dont want to go back into work can you arrange to meet them all for a coffee at lunch time or after work? I remember I was having panic attacks in the night before I was due to go into work again, but it didnt end up being so bad and everyone was really good about it all. In saying all that, if it gets to Monday afternoon and you change your mind I am sure everyone will understand.

Good on you for doing some things that make you feel good, not really sure how the dentist fits in there (LOL) but everything else sounds great. I have a voucher that my mum gave me at my baby shower to have a massage but I cant bring myself to go get it, just knowing it was meant to be after I had my baby makes me feel weird about going.

I hope you have a nice Friday night... we are off to buy a mobile phone cause mine died today Lucky I have a company so the company will now be a mobile phone richer.

Take care,

Mel