Hi everyone,

Mel - I am glad for you that you get to bring Nicholas home tomorrow. It will be hard, but at the same time it is a relief. I know that when I brought Asha home, I felt that that is where she should be, with us. But it just isn't fair that we have to bring them home like this is it. I will be thinking of you guys tomorrow.

Lynn - About the dress, I have a skirt that I loved, but I wore it to the hospital the day that I found out that Asha had died, and I can't wear it now. I think I will probably throw it. But that is me, if you feel ok in the dress then you should wear it, if it reminds you of Cooper in a good way, then maybe like Spring said, buy something new to wear with it. But if you will feel bad in it all day, than don't wear it. That is good about the fertility clinic. I'm not sure what goes on there, but you have so many plans in place, there is no way your little eggie's will escape too much longer

Dream - Your son sounds like a wise young man. He seems to have an idea about death and seems to approach it in a mature way. I think that you are doing the right thing by letting him go and see her.

I am going to try and get the little guy to bed, so I will be back on later.