Howdy everyone. thank you all for thinking of my little Yeti today. it is so difficult because this time i can't picture in my mind what he would be like at 4 months. he is just so gone from me. i'm going to go put a cherry tree in the yard for him.

tommysmum- Wilber is a grand name!

Kat- good luck on trying to wait- i never seem to be able to . . . . i hope you have a bfp!

Lynn- hugs to you for tomorrow's scan. what a stresser.

Saph- welcome, and i wish you the best of luck with ttc. this is such an awesome, understanding bunch! as for history, four months ago today i gave birth to my first son, Yeti, at 39 weeks. he had died two days before from a cord accident. we had gone in for a regularly scheduled prenatal, and the midwife couldn't locate his heartbeat. from that moment on, life has been surreal and so full of pain. we are ttc, although that scares me just as much as not. i'm glad you are here, and i am so sorry for your losses. hugs.

can anyone tell me how on earth to change the "mood" thingy? i figured it out once, but today it is beyond me. thanks.