thanks for your wishes today ladies, it has been a tough morning emotionally speaking. one of the bosses heres father died and i went to pay my condolences and sort of lost it, i just sort of mentioned that i was having a tough year and had lost someone earlier in the year and that I was feeling for him, didn't mean to make it about me, it just kind of happened, feel kind of bad about it actually. i know he probably didn't think anything of it, i just tend to overthink these days, more so today, blah blah blah blah blah. to top it off the lady next to me was saying how she just became a grandmother again, i know she tried to be quiet about it, she sent the other ladies an email but not me, its kind of a strange feeling really, i don't know if it makes sense probably not. i don't even know what i am trying to say, i am so scattered today.