Thanks girls for your wishes. *Hope* is growing beautifully and has a nice strong heartbeat. He/she was bouncing around so much down there kicking it's little legs. I told it to stop moving!!! It isn't allowed to move!!!!! Oh that's right, it is a wireless baby so it can My mood has finally changed!!! Let's see how long it stays like this for.

Kristy - not sure if you prefer to be called Kristy or Saph, maybe let us know so we all call you the same thing. Well my story is that I have PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome) and I don't ovulate on my own. It took a while to find out the problem and then with the help of a fertility drug called Clomid and after 2 years we FINALLY conceived Cooper. Heartbreakingly we lost Cooper at 37 weeks to a cord accident. Like Auntie M we went for a routine ultrasound and found out that there was no heartbeat. Coop was born with the cord tightly around his little neck. Once we were given the all clear we started TTC again. I was put on Clomid again but after 2 cycles I wasn't ovulating. I went to see a fertility specialist who put me on Metformin which helps control my insulin and the PCOS and monitored me with blood tests and ultrasounds to see if and when I was ovulating. It was discovered that my body was not responding to Clomid this time around so I had to take the next step which was daily injections of FSH (follicle stimulating hormone) and IUI. To my suprise (and my fertility specialist) it worked first time. He had told us that it may take a few cycles to get the dose right. So after 5 months of trying (which felt so much longer than the 2 years it took with Cooper) our little miracle started to grow. Nicknamed *Hope*, my little bean is what gets me through each day. The TTC journey is so painful and heartbreaking but with the support of these wonderful and beautiful women, I would not be where I am today. It is so good to come in here with all your fears and anxieties and be told that you are normal. Do they know what is the cause of your infertility? It is like being kicked while you are already down isn't it? It is like you can't have this baby but we will make you struggle for another. Who made this life so darm hard!!!! Anyway, I wish you all the best and hope that this journey is short and sweet for you

Spring - how are you feeling today? I hope your hip is ok :hugs:

Mel - how is that cramping going? I hope you are ok. If that witch arrives at your place, let me know because I will kick her ars3!!!!!

Auntie M - the cherry tree sounds beautiful! It is so hard isn't it, thinking about what they would look like and what they would be doing. Big big :hugs: to you. Up the top of the page where your log on details are if you click on the mood, a list will drop down.

Jo - how are you going? I hope you get some answers from the dr. Nothing worse than heartburn!! Well there is but ykwim.

Klee - are you doing ok today? From your post it sounds like you might be having a difficult day. I'm here for you if you need an ear

Kat - have you done a test yet? My fingers and toes are crossed for you