Howdy everyone. just tested today and got negative results. i really thought it would be positive, but i guess i am so out of whack with my own feelings . . . . dh is right that it could have been too early with my cycles messed up after Yeti. bummer of a day.

Klee- happy 5 month birthday to Phoebe, hugs to you for such a painful day. ikwym, it is so difficult to not feel other's pain so deeply now. i've also felt that i had to explain why i was feeling so strongly for someone else, then i'm not sure if i did the right thing. your boss probably just took comfort from your solace. i could use that mind switch too.

Lynn- Yeah for Hope! wireless sounds like the way to go.

Kat- maybe your test was too early? that's what i'm telling myself today. i'm not sure i believe myself, though. what is a Poincianna tree? it sounds lovely. i talk to my cherry trees too, i'm glad i'm not the only one.