Hey everyone, hope you are all well.

Deb - hope the city trip was good. I'm glad that you are feeling a little bit better today.

Mish - good luck with your BFP this month

Nat - I feel the same way as you, if I can help others then it is helping me. I just wish there weren't so many people going through this - why is life so cruel and unfair. Did you see on the news about Anna Nicole Smith - high on drugs while pg...............I'll say no more!!!! Other than, why me? But I know you all feel like why me because we all did the right thing. No-one deserves to lose their baby no matter what the situation is but it just seems so unfair that people who look after themselves and their babies, lose them. Anyway that is my vent for today.

Yes I am a little pin cushion, aren't I!!! Well they finally took my blood, 10 vials mind you. Don't they say it is good to give blood because your body produces new blood??? Well that is what I am telling myself that after all of this blood giving I am doing something good. After I gave all that blood, I thought I deserved to go shopping so I met my mum at the shops and bought some new clothes, a teddy to donate to TLC and a 'C' keyring.

I am feeling a bit nauseous today, not sure if it is because of the pending arrival of the wicked witch or the metformin or because I have no blood - I don't know! Anyway I really need to clean the house so that is what I am going to do to take my mind off things - what fun.