Hi ladies, I hope you are all well.

Kerry - I hope you are feeling a little better. I suppress everything too which but I have decided not to anymore...better out than in. I know it's hard not having seen your babies. I didn't see my little girl, but that was my choice. I regret that now, but I think I just did what I was capable of at the time. Everything you said does make sense.

Lynn - Thanks so much for understanding what I meant. I so didn't want it to come off sounding wrong. Thanks for the pink dust! I am proud of you for putting Coopers name on your sisters card. I think it's really brave. I hope I will be able to do that. That sucks about the fasting that they didn't tell you about...so more BT's tommorrow. You must feel like a pin cushion! I hope this next AF is your last one for a year or so

Flowerchild - Sinisitus sucks! I've only had it a couple of times, but I hate it. I hope you are feeling better. Good luck with the twins. We joke that I may get twins next time cos they are in DH's family. I wouldn't mind some double trouble either!

Hi to Mel, Spring, Dream, Tess and Mish...I hope you're all well. Hope I didn't forget anyone.

Well I had the Sids and Kids Stillbirth Support group meeting today, and it was so hard. It was good, and I am glad I went, but it can be so overwelming to hear everones stories first hand. I was so sad! I think I cried for two hours straight, everyone did. The next meeting is in 4 weeks, and I would recommend it to any of the Sydney girls. Also, for Spring, they have a Subsequent pregnancy support group too. It was different to what I expected, there was a counseler there, but she really just sat back and listened while we all talked. If anyone needs the number to book into the next meeting let me know.