Thanks guys for your well wishes. Scary stuff today !

So Flowerchild - 10x10 preg tests...are you saying there are 100 in there ??? If so, are you planning on having 100 more babies - geez you are keen... I don't know anything about "levels" etc but by what you have written it sounds like you still have a chance.... so if there is a chance, no matter how small, there is no reason it can't be your month....

Kristee - sorry you have had a rough time lately. I was wondering where you had got to but had totally understood at the same time. It is a sh*t isn't it ! Just not fair and life can be so cruel - and again "why us". There has to be a positive turn for all of us and there will be - sometimes it just takes time (and what a sh*t way to play patience)...

Heybacko - you will be pg again and maybe again after that - geez that is something to think about. I hope you are doing ok - well better than ok.

Hello to everyone else - hope you have a nice evening. I am going to hop into my toasty bed and watch tv - i have socks on (my feet are absolutely frozen) - i am turning into an old maid. Before i go why not spread some