OK well I am back with a full tummy and a quickish post cause DH is nagging me to sit and watch Kokoda with him (not really up my ally but after everything that has been said recently I am trying to dedicate a little more "quality" time to him), so here goes....


Lynn - YAY your back tonight Hope you had a great holiday and cant wait to hear all about it. I am expecting you will be buggered when you get home so probably wont hear from you. Text me if your gonna be on, otherwise we can catch up tomorrow night.

Deb - Thats great your prog levels are good, thats gotta give you a little confidence... have you tested again as yet?

Spring - As per my text, glad to hear lil Spring is doing so well - and BTW are you gonna make me beg for pics? LOL

Klee - Will send you an email after this post

Bailey - Hope you are feeling better still, and that you get all the answers you need about your cycle. Definitely go the OPKs to help you out I reckon.

Chelle - Dont put too much pressure on yourself to be *happy-as-larry*, I think everyone understands it is stressful - just because you are nervous and scared doesnt mean you are not grateful for your pregnancy.

Tommysmum - So glad to hear your little bean is perfectly ok, I would have been as terrified as you I think. Its hard with little ones isnt it? They just dont understand the word 'careful'.

Kristee - Yeah Mother's Day is one day I have been fearful of lately, I just know what kind of emotions it will bring up and I just dont want to feel them all - I would rather not feel at all sometimes, life would be much easier.

Jo - Nice to hear from you again, hope you are doing ok and had a nice break.

Hi to everyone else, Alex, Michelle, Clare (havent seen her for a while) and anybody who I havent mentioned but is reading this, hehe.

All I have to report is that I did a HPT this morning with a BFN All of those symptoms I *thought* I had have gone away and now I am wondering if they were all in my head to begin with. I am due for AF Monday so I know it is still "possible" but after the BFN this morning I am not gonna get my hopes up too high. I think it would all be too good to be true, after 7 months of trying why should this month be any different!

Anyway, thats all from me - ciao for now!

Mel