Hi everyone, So sorry I have been away!! So much has happened since I was last in.... Just want to send Best of luck vibes to tommysmum and Deb, and Spring today! Spring hope your scan is fantastic, Deb, hope you have a great OB visit, and fantastic prog levels, I got a BFN the day b4 AF was due, I DEF thought I was out, but no, a really stong as positive few days later, so you just may be way to early. sending as many positive vibes I can muster.
Tommysmum, I so pray it is nothing, and you will see a healthy little bean ...

Mel, what a truly lovely thing for this person to do! Such a lovely gesture.Our pain is so invisible, and thats the hard thing, and we try to just get on sometimes..

I was talking to a pregnant mother this morning, due in 2 weeks, and its like I have never had anything happen to me, I have been pregnant so many times and M/C while she was trying, and it was like I had never lost one, I didnt feel important at all. I so want this one to stick, I dont want to loose another one, I dont want to be the "poor michelle, M/C again".. ya know. Thats the main reason I dont tell anyone... but very hard going through a loss on your own...thankkgoodness for BB
I had an hcg done, and it was nice and high, but after the last M/C ihad all that too, so im afraid there is not too much to give me the great big ol confidence boost just yet. DH is going away to gold coast on thursday, so I wont get a scan until he gets back if things stay put till then anyway! I wont have time to do anything, and I would rather not know IYKWIM. Im constantly checking and so scared I will see blood, everytime I get a niggle or pain. Im just a real pain!!! So sorry for the downer post, I know Im supposed to be happy and excited, but Im just way to scared still... I was hoping it would go away by now maybe, but o well, have so may milestones to get through yet...Off to the Docs today, to see if HCG has doubled since last one, Im praying that at least that has...AAARGH
Big Hi to all the newbies, have to go way back to catch up on you all, hope your stay will be short and very sweet
SOME GREAT P are coming this way in this thread, I can feel it.....