Goodluck on the follie scan Deb, I can just see lovely big ones in there ready to go, go go!!!
Oh Mel, you are not a nutcase, just like me always checking things out to see whats what! I think you have to, as it keeps us busy and we need to be busy.
Lynn, she is such a cow, I hope she turns up very soon for you. Im praying for big Af vibes to come your way. Now that sounds really silly but you know WHAT I mean.Come on AF...
Springangel, you will feel your lil spring very soon Im sure, wow, on the MIL front. I think all the best advice has been given, and I hope you realise you have done everything possible there.My hat is off to you. You def dont need to be putting all your energy into her. Just how selfish can one person be...you take care of yourself and your bundle and of course DH. Hes been a real jem with it all.
Well as for me, I finally tested cd35 and a BFP! I just still feel like AF gunna visit, so Im so negative about the whole thing, and I just want to be excited... Im finding it real hard to not just want to cry and I cant shake that I will bleed or If I dont the scan will show nothing when the time comes, if it gets that far....I hate feeling like this. Poor Dh dusnt know what to say... How on earth do I get into a positive frame of mind when I dont know where to start!
Im so sorry for my selfish rant, but I have got it really bad with this positive news.I dont think I was thisnegative back in December, I think I was more positive...aarghhh. My Doc is away till next week and I know the only way to get over this bump is probably with a HCG, but then there is the waiting for that....Im sure I just need to go on a long bike ride with the kids, and clear my head and let the positive back in! Im am truly greatful for this BFP, dont get me wrong, but after so much heartache, its very hard...not like me at all..
Big Hi to everyone else, I hope day is treating you well. Take care
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