Hi Jo - welcome to BB. Sorry to hear about your M/C's - just tragic. You will definitely find some help here from these amazing women.

Mel - i hope you are feeling better today. I am glad that you met with the S&K counsellor. They are fantastic too - i hope we get the same newsletter as you guys so i can read the special poem.

Flowerchild - Hope you are feeling better in your tummy and hips (saw this in another thread)- so tomorrow is the big day - how exciting and i am sure all will be just perfect - can't wait to hear the news.

It is funny you say how far we are (first trimester etc) and my husband said hey - you are a quarter of the way through but i think well yeh the first 4 were just given to me really....i tell you it has been bloody long and 30 weeks is going to kill me. However on the other side the months do pass very quickly (it has almost been 5 months since Tommy died) and i see my friends over half way or to the end of their pg's when we were about to deliver...so it has to go quickly - it must be our silly minds playing tricks on us.

Lynn - as Bailey said you look fantastic - what is your secret ? Good to see you yesterday and looking forward to pigging out on Sunday.

Spring - i just noticed your new ticker - geez puts it all into perspective of what they look like - just so real. Take it easy with work - you are number 1. Those 24 (or is it 23) sleeps will go fast now - not long and DH will be home with you.

Tess - How are you doing luv ? I know it is hard to see your friends baby - very difficult one. Unfortunately we have to face it one time or another (there are too many pg ladies out there !!!) . I just threw myself in when i saw my sisters friends baby (born just after Tommy) - hated it at the time but i just forced myself to hold her. I don't regret it but i knew i had to do it eventually. I hope you are ok once the time comes when you do make that visit.

Bailey - i have a fairy as a DD now - thanks for the outfit she loves it - everything fits perfectly (even the shoes). She put in on again first thing this morning and i found herself literally pashing herself in the mirror - she loves herself soooo much.

We picked up Tommy's ashes yesterday....for which i had mixed emotions. It was easier than i thought (there was no way i could have done it in January) however i still balled my eyes out. He is sitting on our tallboy next to the tv for the moment (i wanted to keep him in my undie drawer by DH said it was a bit too early for him to be around undies...LOL).

Hello to everyone else - hope you are doing fine....
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