Queen luxury - your story made me cry. 3 months ago I gave birth to twins and yes it's been hard but you can do this, and itvwill be the best thingnyou ever do.
My DH works long hours, travels a lot so sometime I feel like I'm very alone as well. I know it's not the same but this is what I can tell you.... Your friends will spring into action and be there for you. Sometimes my girlfriends come over in their lunch break to bring a sandwich, feed a baby and fold my washing.
Centerline will help you and your husband will have to pay child support - you will have enough money to live. If you PM me your address I will send you enough clothes for the first 3 months (there's a fair bit of pink butnlotsbof grey and navy as well) if you live in wA I will come and help you out - anything so don't have to give up your babies.
Chances are your DH will see these two miracles and change his mind. Twins are a hell of a shock - but you'll get through, I can give you a couple of car seats - I have 4 kids and more stuff than I'll ever need again. It's called the sisterhood - we stick together and we never give up. You are wonderfully young - if he does leave chances are you'll meet someone better who will love you and your miracle babies.... Perhaps this is your destiny.... Who knows.
All I can tell you is that milky smiles, unconditional love, total trust and warm hugs are what bakes do best. Don't deprive yourself of that because your DH has cold feet. If you need help I will help you, as others have done for me. But you must first help yourself - be strong, find the courage to know you have two beautiful lives depending on you. Do it for love and the rest will follow.
If you need clothes, car seats, even nappies PM me, go to counselling make the decision that is right for you. Twins are a miracle and they wouldn't have been sent to you - if the universe didn't think you could handle them.
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