Have a chat with DH that I really want to keep these babies and I need help financially from him. He didn't want to pay child support because " one day i might have baby with someone i love, there will be baby that i love & two i dont love. why I should share my money for the baby I didn't love? " ............. Seriously? I could punch him the the face right now
DH said I'm living in a denial that everything will be ok. He said " all those people on Internet have no idea about being a single mum to twins , u should stop talking n go see woman shelter to see how struggle they r then come tell me u still want to have the babies"

If he won't help me much with child support , I will barely survive with two babies. I think I might start to ask few friends to help donate $10 a week. It's not much but it will def help put foods on table & pay some bills. I won't care if I will lose face.

So u think I could try ring Salvation Army to help me with some baby stuff like car seats, bottles, mattress or some electric stuff like heater or fan/aircon?


Thanks everyone so much for ur support. I was leaning toward abortion but now I changed my mind.