You sound like you don't really want to go back but you think you 'should'.
You don't owe it to anyone to work just because you've got a degree. Do what is right for you.
For me, I figure, I only get this time with my children once. I can't go back and live it again. This is it and I want to be a part of it. This is more important to me than any job I could ever have. This makes me happy and we have decided to prioritise me being at home, even if it means we have to sacrifice having more money.
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