hi all just a quickie from me today.

went to health centre this morning and good news is lani put on 420gms in 3wks (great for her) and she is nearly 6kg, her height is over 60cm can't remember just now

bad news is looks like the lovely lani has hip displacia (sp?) so had to go to dr for a referal and she is getting an ultrasound done 10am friday. i just burst into tears - i know it is not a real serious issue, but to be told that about lani it bought back memories of my dd jessie when i took her to the dr thinking she had an ear infection but to be referred off to neuroligists etc and then told she had a brain tumour and with only 8wks to live. so i was a blubbering mess at the health centre all the emotions of when we were told jessie wasn't well, she was great and talked to me at great lenghth.

so hopefully by friday we will know somewhat is going on, most likely after ultrasound i will be back to the gp then referred to a paedeatric (ahh sp?) orthopedic specialist, and lani may have to have a brace on for a while - it will not affect her development but i imagine she will be slower to crawl and walk - we will see, hopefully they are wrong and it is loose tendons as they said that maybe a possibility.

anyway my day is shot am having a real emotional one today think i will cuddle up with lani and jay and sleep