Oh Lara, big :hugs: to you. As the other girls have said, definately give the councelling a go. If you hate it then you don't have to continue, and you may find you only need to go once or twice before you are feeling more positive about things anyway. It is always good to talk about things I think.

Bon - Yes, that's the part that scares me! Our house is not baby proofed at all yet!! DH is away for a couple of weeks so hopefully Hudson will hold off until he gets back and we can spend a day baby proofing. Oh what fun lol.

Not much has changed here except that now Hudson throws a tanty every time he is on his belly because he is trying to crawl and can't quite do it yet lol. He did this with rolling too, so I shouldn't be surprised. He has a couple of trys, and then starts to cry, but keeps on trying anyway. I have to pick him up every five minutes or so just to give him a bit of time out to calm down, or he totally loses it. He is one determined baby once he decides he wants to do something, so I give him about 2 weeks before he has the hang of it. I hope I am wrong, but he got the rolling thing down in the space of a week once he decided he wanted to do it (with a lot of screaming and tantrums in the process lol).