hi guys.

yeah kellee losing a child is terrible - i had a miscarriage before i fell pregnant with jessie - that was in 1997 i was 11wks - then what happened with jessie it has been quite hard. also that child at kinder is the one i thought it was - i asked the teacher and i said i know you can't tell me who but is it this boy and she just said i am so sorry i can't tell you (i knew she wanted to but she couldn't - i respect her for that) by the look on her face i knew i was right.

wow on charlie doing all sorts of things - they start to become real little people now don't they - my ds did a thing called mini maestro's (excuse the spelling) he loved it and i think from memory they can start from around 6-12mths - they might have that sort of thing near you - it is great for the kids.

ohh ohh ohh amazing race is just about to start i gotta type fasssssssstttt -

lara - i totally agree with kellee and michelle - don't concern yourself with alana not crawling - she will just do it one day and shock you - look at lani she still does not roll from back to front only front to back - and she was moving in a 360 like alana not long ago, that 360 creeping became commando crawling backwards then all of a sudden she can go forwards - she is so much happier to - she can explore more ARRHH.

well lolly bags are done cake is ordered and jay is in bed - can't believe he will be 5 tomorrow - hows this for sad i spent the whole time he was at kinder on bb reading through the archives of my last few mths being preg with lani and then read my birth story lol it made me so clucky i was getting all teary.

hope you all have a good night - i am a little sad at my boy being 5 i swear i can still feel the pain of his birth lol - where do the years go.

gotta go amazing race has started - 2hr episode yay