yes bon having your child fall ill with something like a terminal illness just hurts so much, i cannot begin to even explain, we thought jessie had an ear infection only to be told 3 days later that she had a terminal brain tumour with only 6 - 8 wks to live - absolutely terrible.

michelle - i am hanging to get lani weighed she goes on 16th i think, she only put on 500gms in 2mths last time, this time will be interesting as she is only being breastfed for the first feed of the day now with 4 bottles of forumula during the day and a half bottle of formula at 11pm for a rollover. i too want to change the car seat over but i am guess lani will be like your jessica - a little featherweight lol - we have a falcon and they are quite low - i too have bumped heads.

this crawling business - wow haven't i forgotten - she goes and goes now and just not confined to the rumpus room she tries to come and get me in the kitchen and today she was pulling all the magazines out of the coffee table - cheeky monkey - the way she comando crawls is so cute she looks like a big slug lmao.

anway it is 4pm i have heaps to do and have spent the last 2hrs on ebay and bb (in between feeding lani etc) i have ironing to do (or hubby won't have anything to wear tommorrow) dinner to cook and cupcakes to make for kinder tommorrow as it's jay's birthday on friday and well the kids all take little cakes oh well.

don't know if i will be on again till friday maybe tommorrow arvo - can't wait for telly tommorrow night bring on the amazing race - 2hr episode yay looks like it's going to be good - have only seen the ads but those two "barbie dolls" look like they will be the silly ones this season. on the amazing race i heard a few weeks ago that someone saw them filming it in collins street, so looks like it may be coming to melbourne for a pit stop, kinda makes sense cause the host was in town doing all the radio's plugging a new book - he is a bit of a cutie i reckon.

this chatting just won't get things done - i better grab a coffee and be on with it.

see yas.