thanks guys been reeding posts but seriously need to re read tomorrow.

Josh just isnt sleeping at night now just waking and restless hopefully we wont have that issue for a 5th night in a row gotta scoot i am buggered
did nothing all day but layed on couch slept when could and fed joshie 9 times today couldnt be bothered to express tho may have no choice if he has another loss tomorrow i guess i can now see weather the EMB top ups are counting as 9 feeds is heaps. Didnt move off couch as body went to shut down mode legs and arms sorta woudlnt work just to tired and heavy aching. Mind you i had one boob very sore but that seems to have come goodish.

tired so good nite