Hi all,

Thought I'd pop in to say hi and let you all know I'm feeling abit down atm - I don't really know why just perhaps maybe tired with Kyana's unsettledness plus DH and I seem to at each other which isn't really like us - money is majorly tight and I'm back to the Dr's again today just seems endless - I also have to go and see another specialist cause I had a brain CT the other week and they found something behind my left ear and I've gotta go get that checked out now - my mum reckons I musta run over a china man in a past life or something - she's very superastitious lol! - but the realism of it is I think it's just getting to me abit and DH keeps asking me where the no nonsense positive person he loved has gone cause i'm so negative - i don't think I am I just think he thinks I'm supermum and I'm not - I'm just so tired all the time and I don't think he remembers to praise me atm but he does remember to critise and it's all just getting to me - I told him this morning and he was very sorry he was doing this to me and said he didn't realise but I still don't feel any better...I just hate it cause I just feel so sad atm and I should be happy to even be here at all.....

Sorry to vent...hopefully will be feeling better later just needed to express myself.
xxdd