Simone, i know how you feel i have been thinking about another one already too! DH and I have said we will wait till April next year before trying again... then i start thinking how i could possibly love another baby as much as Emilia, and if i had another one would i be betraying her? argh! however i think you are slightly madder than me as you already have 3 under 3! woman! they are just so gorgeous though! I think i miss being pregnant more than anything... the first few weeks after birth are pretty tough... and there is nothing that says i will not have a really un happy baby next time round, i feel very lucky to have scored a placid baby this time.