Neuri,
You are just as much in tune with your bub as your hubby, you just have had the opportunity to form a very intimate bond that only a mum can form, and it can be absolutely heart wrenching to think that you can't fix whatever is wrong with your bub. Remember boys and girls are different and just 'cause the 2 of you have different ideas doesn't mean either of you are right or wrong, just different.

I try to lie on a towel when I feed in bed.

Welcome shell

that eair sound, I've heard xavier make that, although its accompanied by a high pitched girly scream like noise. does that sound right?