ok I am over it.. I am so sick to death of crappy nights!! I ay there last night thinking what the hell have I got myself into? then i reminded myself its only a few shorts years they are young.. Olivia woke at 1:30 and fed and went straight back to sleep like a dream. and Bl@@dy hell wouldn't you knw it. Jacob wakes up at 2 he was awake tossing and coughing and snorting his way through the night till 3"30.. Im like COME ON!!! He finally fell asleep and Olivia woke at 4:30.. aagghhh..

Simons days off today so its all good for another 4 days and to make me look on the bright side of life.. Jacob woke at 2 cus he took himself to the toilet in th emiddle of the night and Olivia gave me some very beautiful smiles and was happy to lay on the bed so my body was restes at least lol..

So roll on rest time already

Bek: Its funny cus last March my body did the exact same thing and then I found out I was expecting Olivia. I will go to the Dr next week as I wonder if it has anything to do with the Fibroid I have/had..