smylie: yeah i go to a mothers group every fortnight, as half of them are back at work. i enjoy going out, just the littles things are adding up and this last stress has pushed me over the limit. i'm going to the doctor on wed hopefully, have to make an appt.

kym: i have an appt with the paed tomorrow. i'm getting those tests done. the reason he didn't want to do anything was she hopefully would grow out of it. but he emphasised the fact that if she was not improving or getting worse, to come back asap. he also wants to find the actual cause and not trial an error all sorts of medicines. the mylanta was something of a comfort, pain relieving thing to help her grow out of it. but she has been too grizzly and vomits randomly that i want the tests done. i was hoping she'd improve on her own, but i'm not letting her be unwell for much longer.

i have good family support but my parents are in brisbane. dp's parents are in sweden (working/living there for 2 years). we are going on a week's holiday in september, during dp's stuvac week. and again over christmas. so that's something i've been looking forward to for a while now. kym, holy crap you live so close to me. i'm in ryde. we should meet up for coffee sometime. maybe later on in the week, after i see the doc for me and el.