Ok this morning when the tube went in she screamed like a banshee and as soon as I fed her, she dropped off to sleep. Been cranky on and off. Sorry I've been so wrapped up in my troubles I've not paid any attention to you all. Congrats to those who've lost weight. I need scales soon, then maybe I'll lose weight. El woke up every 2 hours last night. 11pm, DP soothed her. 1am, I soothed her, and again at 3am and at 5am I managed to dream feed her without her waking. Fasting 3 hours prior to test was a pain. So today I'm constantly writing a "diary" to track her position (lying, sitting etc), when she cries, coughs, gags, eats, drinks milk, drinks water, sleeps.

Tomorrow afternoon for the psychologist. Man do I need it. Hopefully it goes well.

From tomorrow I hope to be a little more attentive to you all!