Wow, Ryn, Liebling doing big boy poos already. El still does peanut butter and occasional watery sprays. I guess its because she's not eating much solids. She loves her water though, but drinks it too fast, even though its a slow flow bottle. She used to sleep all night but now wakes up and needs settling. But one of us has to get up to her. Usually me. And she flips onto her stomach every time she is put on her back. So she will barely nap. Waiting for my safe t sleep off ebay.

tube removal went well, she wasn't upset for long. but later was so damn wriggly and fidgety i could hardly hold her to feed her. my psych appt went well, she wants me to get my gp to refer me to a clinical psychologist for cognitive behavior therapy. but she'll still call twice a week to keep an eye on me.

dammit why won't she go to sleep? i got her down at 7.15. and she woke an hour later. this is happening too often. really annoying as the dishwater has now gone cokd and i have to refill the sink and i have washing all over the bed to fold. so tired.