Catherine - Don't apologise hon... we've all been through our ups and downs and most of us have had what we call "selfish" posts... it's the joys of being a Mummy... sometimes you don't have time to do the things you wanna do. I have enjoyed all your posts, I just wish I could be more of a support to you right now... Poor little El, I really hope things are sorted for her soon. All the best to you for tomorrow at the psychologist... I know it won't be an immediate fix, but I hope it helps you to get some things off your chest.

Kell - To be honest... I have loads to lose... right now, I am aiming to lose 40ish kgs by Harrison's birthday. The thing I am happy with is that I am eating a fair bit, and it isn't crap... there are no pills or shakes (which I can't stand!!!). I have never been one to survive on just shakes... My mum can go on Tony Ferguson and be fine with it, I go on it and feel like crap... I am doing Cohens... and every meal has vegetables and protein... and sometimes carbs... and I have 2 serves of fruit per day, which is great as I am never usually a fruit person... and I am happy with my results and how I am sticking to it!!
Yep, Fathers day this weekend... I haven't got Rob anything yet... I am slack... we are going to my Mum's house for lunch... should be a nice day