Well I'm back home now and all is swell again. Zane slept so terribly at mum and dads and Luger was sooo naughty and became quite agressive towards anyone he didn't know going near Zane..Mmmm Not what I expected. But now we are home Zane is sleeping through the night again in his big bed and Luger is back to normal.
I have started looking into daycare for Zane and decided to go with Family daycare, I have found a great carer and think now that the option for me to put him in care is very real, I don't want to anymore. I mean on one hand the free time for myself would be great but I just don't know if I deserve it, I'm not working nor am I intending on going back to work yet and I just feel guilty for being selfish. 2nd to that I don't know if he really needs to go, I know it's just that whole "no-one can look after him aswell and I do...he needs me etc" But maybe he does? I know I sound silly but I can't think rationally about this at the moment and need some help. Do you guys think it's a good time for some seperation time or do you think maybe something like playgroup is better? Oh dear what a mess.....Hahaha Not really I'm turning it into one, I hate it how I do that. I guess what I'm asking is how you all as individuals feel about care and how it affected you and how your little ones are going? I know everyone will be different, I'm just starting to second guess myself.
Sorry for being so selfish....... How is everyone else going???
Prama- i noticed on FB Itty Bitty wasn't well How is he today? You poor things, if it's not one thing it's another for at the moment isn't it. Here for you babe if you need anything. O and how is the house work thing going?
Bun- How you feeling my dear, Has the MS by anychance settled down a bit? Maybe it's a boy, giving you all this curry?? Are you guys going to find out what the bubby is? How is Catherine?
Jen- Our other Mumma to be, how is everything going in your camp? How is Amber? Same for you guys are you going to find out what you are having?
Karlie- Hope you survived the holidays and had a great time. Missed you lately with your quirky posts, come back and entertain us soon.
Sue- Looks like you have been busy with boys and parties, love the photo's, thanks for the farming things, still getting a hang of it all, lol quite funny!! Found anything else fabulous to read that you can think of. Can't wait for the 2nd twilight movie. How is Sophie?
Hi to everyone else, I'm off to make some playdough while is asleep and hang the washing out..wonder how long it will last...luger has been pulling it off grrr.
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