Ah Sonya I'm sorry you feel down. MCHN's have a bit of a rep for doing that believe me I know. Look you are doing a FAB job and Nixon is fine. Do not doubt yourself and your abilities as a mother. You are doing all the best things for him. It's not your fault he's small - it sounds like genetics to me! And he will roll and do all that stuff in his own time.....BBL MIL just arrived.........