Aww Kate, poor chicken!
It totally sucks that you feel so miserable. I can really understand it though with all the feeding and expressing after each feed plus mixing formula etc. I did the feeding/expressing thing for only 11 days and that was doing my head in so I can imagine how sick of it you are!!! It feels like that is all you get to do all day and clean and sterilise the pump too. It sucks. I so hope things improve for you quick hun. You deserve it!!!!
How nice of Billy to get you the Valentines gift!! He is such a thoughtful boy.
As for his Dad PFFFTTT! Sounds like a very selfish decision to me. I hope he works out his priorities soon.
Please feel better soon, it makes me worried to hear you are so upset!!! Hope tomorrow is a good day!