Hi ladies

I never made it back lastnight i was watching TV and the last thing i remember was the end of all saints and the next thing i know it was 3am and i was a little uncomfy after falling asleep upright in the couch

Jan- Thanks for the tip on the apricots, i will try baking next time as they are a little sour but i dont want to add sugar, Ethan ate them alright with his cereal for breakky though. I agree with the others too Liam is a little spunk! As parents we are allowed to be biased lol when people tell me etha is cute i say I know or like me lol.

Raels- How exciting enjoy your shopping spree tomorrow, i wish we had Big W here, the closest one is 3.5hrs away!

Sacha- When we get around to getting doing a secret garden type thing i would like to have like 2 big weeping willow tree's with there branches tied back like curtains and then behind them lots of colourful flowers, soft lawn, fairy lights, lots of little statues, a bird bath and maybe like a stream type pond with that clear shatterproof perspex/glass across it so ethan wont fall in! High dreams there though lol it will be a long while before it happens!

Megan- I hear you on the squealing!! Ethans doing it too, im suprised they dont lose there voices!

Tracey- HI! I bet your busy! Hows your gorgeous children going?

Sara- Lol @ kaetlyn licking the bin! The things our children do! I spilt a bag of dog biscuits today and as i was trying to pick them up ethan was trying to eat them lol

Bec- You poor thing, i hope you get over your flu soon. I also hope xavier starts sleeping better again real soon for you.

Mel- Hi, i was wondering how you were going. Hope Jack gets over his flu quickly. How lovely of your DH to give you some roses. Goodluck with your meeting tomorrow, im sure it will all go well! Cant wait to hear how it went.

Well i really haven't had the best day today To start my morning off when i went to get ethan out of bed i just stood there with my mouth hanging open in shock as he turned his head and smiled at me....he was covered in POO!! his nappy was at one end of the cot he was at the other, it was all over his legs, arms, body, face, in his hair and ears!! i wrapped him in his sheet and it was straight in the bath for ethan, oh the smell i was dry reaching lol i can laugh about it now though He has been pulling at the tabs on his nappy for days now so no more sleeping in just a nappy, jammie pants from now on! When i told my mum she just laughed and said he takes after his mum

The rest of the day this might sound silly but for the last few days i have just been feeling really lonely, I dont have any friends to talk to or catch up with for coffee or just a visit, and im really missing adult company, ethan is so independant now and really just entertains himself. To add to that Dh is away, and i know valentines day is just another day, but dh has been away for the last 3 valentines day's, my last 4 birthdays and so far hasn't been home for none of our wedding anniversaries, He didnt even get me a card for christmas from him and ethan! When he is home he's never around home much though as he always has "things" to do Oh how sad do i sound lol but i really feel like i live on a desserted island atm!

Any way i must go hope you all have a lovely valentines day tomorrow sorry for the whinge.