Babies going to sleep on their own - After Anneliese has had a feed and cuddle, i wrap her, give her a dummy and put her to bed, awake. She may cry sometimes, and unwraps herself, but i go in, wrap her (without making eye contact) and leave again. i just did that then and she's now asleep. If she cry's its normally only because she's so tired.

No solids for Anneliese today, she wasnt interested like she was yesterday. Im not fussed, ill try everyday but if she doesnt want it, im not going to push. She'll eat it if she's hungry/interested

Bath - it IS nice laying diagonally, but i would love to have my head on dh's chest, his arm around me... Whenever the kids wake up during the night, i take them straight back to bed, i like to spread out on my side, and when ryan stays he takes up a good 2/3 of the bed, no nobody shares my side, and when dh isnt here, i do like to spread... Anneliese comes in about 4am and shares, thats about it. Xander's still awake, which is cr@p as i have to get them to daycare by 6.30am, and i have to be on cnr of victoria st and elizabeth st by 8.45am (going to have a nice calm breakfast by myself in between them!! I think Declan might be awake as well, but i dont want to check on him, might disturb him nodding off...

It was hailing again a little while ago, its just freezing outside...

ETA Im so angry, xander wandered off and got my and empty trukish delight packet... i ate hlaf a block while online this afternoon, and left the other hlaf in the fridge, and the little s**t just ate it... its the only treat i allow myself, otherwise i would spend everyday wallowing in cadbury's!!!