Babies Born June 2006 #21

[simone]

Hello everyone

Mel - im here, had a big chat with Dh tonight... i feel like he just wants me for one thing, and after all i've been through lately, "thats" the last thing on my mind... Its been well over a month, but its still not something i really want right now, and he seems to think im getting it somewhere esle (WHAT THE!!)

Jess - sorry you got stung... sounds so painful!!

CC - hopefully things start settling down for you so you can get back into your social life... The only social life i have have is when i meet up with the junies LOL!!

I dont think formula has given anneliese the runs, as she's been on formula since birth (while i was only making colostrum they had to give her something) and while she is mainly BF, sometimes i have to give her a ff to top her up, as my milk supply is pretty dodgy. She's been vomiting up every feed since lunchtime, BF or FF, so ill just see how she goes overnight. Hopefully she doesnt get dehydrated, the last thing i need is a trip to the childrens, as although declan's better (FINALLY!!!) Xander is really sick now, the flu and has bad conjunctivitis. and i told DHS where to go last week, so they'll be looking for a reason to jump onto me... I just told them i didnt want to have a "protective planning meeting." They have had nothing to complain about, they should go pick on the druggie and the people bashing theit kids, not poor ole me, who got dobbed in for nothing at all!! i rarely drink (and never around the kids) i sometimes smoke (and not the wacky tobacky, just the regular, over the counter ones LOL) and i never EVER take drugs. My house is ALWAYS tidy (well, mostly always ) the kids are always clean, fed and in decent clothes, so what more can i do as a mother?? Im sorry to go on, but i just dont know what to do about them anymore...

You know what?? I wish something would go right for me. I came to Melbourne in the hopes of starting a new life, and instead i've broken up with my hubbie, been left a single mum of 3, and i have no family at all over here... I just dont know what to do anymore. Im sorry to go all "sobby" of you guys, i just wish something would start going right for me... Maybe i should get out of the house tomorrow. Bit hard with 2 sick kids though...