Well starting to feel normal again which is nice. May and Kai are really starting to fight with each other now I think now that kai is walking may doesnt see her as a baby anymore and get angry because kai will stand in frount of the tv or try and take her doll but I have told her that she is still a baby and doesnt mean to make you angry she is just tring to play..


Bath - I have been a stay at home mum now for 7yrs and get that way sometimes it does pass but will return every now and then. I normally start feeling that way when I have been talking to my sisters who are in there 30's and free to do as they please, but I wouldnt have it any other way. I always think I would love to go to work but then the thought of having to do it firghtens me, but mostly as I dont have a skill apart from been a mum. Plus now that I have one at school and will have the other starting next year I am looking forward to helping out in class as the teachers always need help. so chin up it will get better and you will look back at all the fun you have had and will wonder what the problem was, when you do go back to work and the kids are grown.