Thank you so much girls.
If I set myself straight my reasoning for sending Brianna was so I could stay and watch the others as we were on the bank of a river, I thought it was the safer option then having Breezy watch the others around the water. I wish I had taken her, not because I think it wouldn't have happened but because then Bree wouldn't have been in that position, You're right I could beat myself up over this forever and probably will but I do see that what's done is done, I can't change it. Even though I wish I could. It could have been so much worse.
Her meaty bit of her finger above the knuckle is almost completely gone, her bone is exposed, she lost the side of her finger o the knukle joint. She also lost the top pulp of her finger and her nail but she has most of her nail bed intact, They couldn't sew it back on, I was devastated about that. The Surgeon is happy to go the dressings and self healing road, however told me that he thinks it's a write off and needs to be amputated and prettied up at the top knukle. I am hopeful that her body grows new tissue, it won't be the same and it will be gammy looking but atleast her growth plate will allow her finger to continue growing and it won't be so obviously stumpy. They said if she doesn't lose it she can have reconstructive surgery on it when she is grown to give it better form. I am hopeful, it is sooo gruesome looking, I tried hard not to lose it. Michael is coming home tomorrow. We find out if she has to have surgery or not on Wednesday next week. Babies and young children have really amazing regeneration abilities so I really pray that it will grow back to some extent and allow her to have the reconstruction done later.