Dee- you are doing everything right in my eyes, i really hope time can help heal her finger so part of it doesnt need to be amputated, i cannot magine what i would have done in that situation? i dont know if panic would sink in or natural instint and know what to do. Ive been saying for a long time i want to do my first aid course (did one 10yrs ago but thats a long time ago) and i still havent gotten around to do it, i would never forgive myself if something happened and i didnt do everything to help.

Ali- i was very overwhelmed when i first got home from hospital with Tyron. Nixon senced it for sure, he was very clingy ad upset easily, but i also could not pick him up etc because of my c/s so i am sure this impacted him more. You still will get 1 on 1 time with both children, obviously not as often and they need to share mummy but i really enjoy the times when Tyron is asleep and me and Nixon have a giggle and a roll around on the floor, or when Nixon is asleep and Tyron and I stare into each others eyes!
Then its also great when they are both asleep and i can do soemthing or just hae some me time like catch up on BB!

DH had 3 wisdom teeth out yesterday in day surgery, so i dont have any helping hands from him atm, he thinks he will go back to work tomorrow depends on how he copeswith the pain i think.

Tyron is one sick bubba atm. He has caught the viral infection that Nixon had, but he cannot even cry he has no voice, and his cough is very yukky. Rang the doc again yesterday after i felt he was worse from our visit on Monday, he told me to bring him in today but we have a paed appointment anyway so will see what he says first. He is still drinking, temp is ok but its so aweful hearing him the way he is.
im so de-motivated atm. i really want to get back into excersing, i have a heap of manager stuff to read up on and lots of little chores i need to do but i just cannot pick myself up to get going?
maybe i need to start in-liven again. Bath do you still take it?