Ouch Nic I think hurting your back is one of the worst things. Good thing you weren't holding Nixon, one of my worst fears is falling over while holding the baby.

Simone- Great to hear that Anneliese is out of ICU, here's hoping that she keeps on getting stronger and that she is home with you again really soon.

Bath- Glad the sun is shining over your way, it is absolutley miserable here today and blowing a gale outside. My house feels like a chinese laundry I have clothes hanging everywhere and the drier going as well.

Enigma- It is funny we bought every exspensive dummy there was on the Market as well, when we were trying to get Tori to take one, and nearly everyone I spoke to said that the Happy Baby Dummies are the best- in fact someone I spoke to said that even the midwives in the hospital told her to save her money and buy them.

I forgot to say before welcome Kristee-Lea!

Had my u/s today and the sonographer seems to think that there isnt any retained product in there, I just have to go back to the Dr. to get this confirmed on thursday.

I think over the last couple of days I have had a realisation that I am actualley a Mum, full time, forever and I love it. Before I had Tori I was saying I would go back to work 3 days a week next year, but over the last couple of days I have realised that I cant think of anything worse. I am going to have to go back 1 or 2 days a week but I wont work anymore than that, watching my daughter grow up is far more important than have lots of money in the bank. Plus untill she is at least over 1 I dont want anyone but family looking after her, and so 2 days at work is going to be the most I will do.

Anyway best go, DH and I working really hard at tryign to spend more time together and do stuff, at the moment we are making a plaque to go on Tori's door and doing a jigsaw.