Caro / Cass - Thanks for the support/advice~ It's so hard being in a situation that i can't fix, and being in a situation that is causing alot of stress on me and tim (a already frail relationship that is just on the mend) ... I love these boys like my own, and hate seeing them hurt... I had to pull Tim up the other day, because his youngest Noah (3) was getting very jealous of Izzy, he (noah) smacked her! Poor boys have had their world turned around, and it's taken a bit to adjust...

Caro - how did you deal with this situation "The other day whilst talking to locky, he told me and Tim that his mum isn't going to be his mum anymore, he said that Cassie (me) is... While i'm incredible happy that i have his love, i don't want to take his mums place" And have no idea how i was ment to deal with this situation?

Rachel - The smaller target shop was a great idea... I didn't like the idea of izzy in her own room, but it's growing on me, I think it is me more then izzy that is going to freak out... Plus my mind is even more at ease now i have the monitor, i was using it today while she slept in bed and i was out in lounge, and she was able to sleep for hours without me checking up on her every 5mins!

Cass - that might of been me have a look anyways, i put new ones up every couple of days...

Has anybody gone into target and seen the new summer poohbear clothes range! OMG it is just gorgeous! Some of the new born stuff was just ohhh so cute! I was just about to go mad buying it all, when my friend reminded me Izzy has ALOT of clothes already... hehe... But i might go get a few outfits for her many xmas outings