Hi ladies,

Just a quick one before i take DS to preschool. THings are going well,

We had a bit of a bad day and 2 wake ups but all is good.... DD has grown up just way to fast. i cant believe she is happy to play alone. I mean she went from being a clingy whingy baby girl to a delight. i mean she still has moments but its just so nice to see her able to amuse herself for for a portion of the day,she has been playing peekaboo with her Dora lounge, and she's just so inquisitive and intregued with everything.

Abb- Glad to hear you had a great time with the BB ladies....

NaNa and Sass- sorry to hear your having sleeping issues. Just when i think i have DD sorted out she does a back flip like last night AND NOTHING WORKS....

Bec- DS was my saviour and made me very proud. I have been trying to look at the FF as a positive as i was (am ) finding that i still struggle with the "bad mothers guilt" soi have to keep a positive spin on the decision or else i'd cave in and be a blubbering mess (like i was with DS) Wish my DP could put DD to bed... He tries but she cries for me, think he just doesnt do the same things. maybe eventually... DP is a bit slow to pick up on things....

Well GTG. Have a meeting with preschool about little miss... i'm thinking about starting the visits now.... want to know if tey'll let me slowly introduce her to stying... (I>E staying with her for 10-15 mins while she plays etc then slowly more and more.... just dont want to have to pay a full days fees for only 30 mins if she wont stay there, so we'll see what happens....