Babies Born May 2006 #12

[Ilithyia]

Hi Girls,

Oh kim, thats terrible. I have been thinking about life and death a lot lately. Morbid i know but i have been thinking about how it happens now that Briley is here. I was talking to Brent yesterday and was telling him how i was scared to die now that we had Briley. I asked him if he was too and he said yes. I wonder a lot about "who" ,if it is someone, choses wether we live or die. Or wether we put ourselves in situations to be "taken". I especially wonder and am terrified of wether that "who" has a short path for Briley and will take her sooner than later. I know i should'nt think like that but it's been on my mind a lot since she came along.

Anyways onto something a little more up-beat! Caller Id...DAMN. I had to pee into a jug while i was pregnant. My bp was getting high and they needed to monitor my pee for protein for 24 hrs. I just pee's into an old glass jar and then pour it through a funnel into the jug. Its not the easiest thing to do! 18 vials of blood?? What colour are you?? LOL! BTW...That is a beaut photo of Darcy you have there. She looks adorable!

Tania - Yeah i am getting the camera brought up tomorrow so i will put the pix on the computer then. Don't know how you are goin to see them but. No, Brent did'nt cook me breakfast. He did'nt show one bit of remorse. And worse of all i was made out the be the you-know-what the next day by MY family cause i threw him off the bed cause he nearly laid on Briley. I was being called "husband basher". I was really hurt. It always happens though. He get off his face runs a mock and i get the sh*ts and say or do something and i get chastised for it all. Sorry for the big gripe!!

Ange - Its good to see your still alive. Thats great news about the weight loss. I wish i could do that. I am thinking about joining Tony Ferguson. I have heard some great results from it. How is Katerina going?? Good luck with the christening. Another thing i have too get organised. We are going to wait until after xmas though. We have been busy enough this year!!

Vic - I have a little dillema on my hands and a little birdy told me you might be the one too fix it!! I can't turn of my pop-up blcoker!! I have tried unticking the box in privacy. I have ticked the box and gone to settings and put sites to allow pop-ups and it still won't let me!! If you can ofcourse.

WTG Adam...go little man go...

Beck - Yeah i bet that sux. I am seeing a gyn at the moment cause they think i might have PCOS. I don't get to see the Dr till Feb 07 though! Public health system for you!! Do you have any issues with you PCOS?? Other than the obviously late AF!! Since i had a m/c and d&c in 01 i have had many issues. The worst being my weight gain which has been impossible to move. I was reading in a forum here on BB about PCOS and endometreosis. I found it very interesting. I found definite similarities in myself to what some of the women were saying there. It will be interesting to see what the dr's say when the time comes.

Well, Briley and I looked absolutely gorgeous on saturday night. I brought Briley a beautiful little dress. She was asleep most of the night be we woke her up for photos. We got one of my nan, mum, me and Briley. 4 generations.

Has anyone heard from Kellee?? She has been MIA for a while now. She has'nt even been on MSN for ages.

Oh well...I have re-typed a mammoth post here. So lets try again...

BBL to see if Vic has solved my problem!!

oh shazz...

poor ryan...he's been through a lot lately has'nt he the poor little dumpling!! Hope he gets better soon!