Kim - your decision totally, but I just feel so isolated where we live, no family support, no friends and I am really feeling it after a comment from a so-called online friend that I had made (on another site forum - been there for years) when she made a comment after I made a comment about being ignored on the threads and I asked why? Geez am I making sense, my head is all over the place. People can be so cruel and the comment is actually make me reasses myself. I feel so down. I thought coming on and posting was my outlet and my support base, now I am starting to wonder if I complain and whinge too much and I turn people off me!

Her post to me was:

Sheree, i hope this doesn't offend but sometimes I don't reply because you posts are often about things going wrong or something bad happened or whatever (obviously not your fault) but I guess I'm just being selfish to say that it brings me down too. I'm only saying this because you were asking why ppl don't reply. I lub you though.


And my post back saying goodbye and good riddens was:

I know I asked to know and I appreciate it but I just wanted to say that I am sorry if I complain too much. I'd like to see you all the situation I have been in at times and how you would have coped, I guess you are all lucky! I feel so much lack of support from such comments and just maybe I never really had it like I thought. I respect and love so many of you girls, that is why it really hurts me. And I wasn't saying I wanted to get married, I have only ever said I would like a ring, the marriage thing is not important to me and would rather walk down the isle with my children at a later date. The different names for us is confusing to people at times, so that is why I am changing my name at the names registry office! I didn't think I always posted things that would bring people down, I tried to talk to and encourage others and I thought I did have some happy moments to share. So sorry if this was not the case. I will be saying goodbye for now and going to reaccess myself as I do not at all now feel good about myself. Nice knowing you all!





The truth hurts I guess at the end of the day, and I am sorry if anyone has felt the same about this on here too! Being sick and tired does not help with my negativity towards this. I am so down and out and can't stop crying.


Kim - didn't mean to put a damper on your situation at the end of the day u know what is best for you and your family xoxo