Evening all. Please don't worry about me - just feeling a bit sorry for myself. I actually think I'm worried about how we're going to cope when Cam gets back. He's never lived here in this house and Darcy has changed so so much since he left. We have this abosultely perfect routine and she has never been this great ever. I'm getting a bit anxious he's going to do what he's always done before and say"well I do it this way'. It always stuffs her up and he never has any idea that it's his fault. How ungrateful does that sound? Yep you go to work and send me your big dollars home to spend. I'm having a lovely time here on my own. Sorry, rambling..... there are greater problems in the world. I'm so anxious about it though that I wish it was still another 2 months away......
Little monster did keep me up until midnight last night - she just wanted to play. Lucky I wasn't tired I guess.
Work has brought an abomination of stress. I'm doing two roles again. Both full time roles. Both 2 of the highest responsibility jobs in the station, on part time hours. I don't want to let the younger constables down either and they're the reason I keep going. Just wish someone noticed instead of making mountains out of molehills and creating more problems.....

When I was on my way to do groceries yesterday I saw there was no-one in the hairdresser, so I took Darcy in. She sat so perfectly still while the lady cut her whispy hair into a bob. It's her first haircut ever! and of course I didn't have the camera...oh well.

I'm still plugging away at the weightloss challenge. Have lost 4.5kgs so far. Took up running again this week. Nealry killed me, but it's what helped me to lose 20kgs for the accademy so I know it works. I've been taking Darcy to the park at the end. She loves it. Let myself have a day off the diet today and eat what I wanted without looking at thier points values. Feel better now and ready to start again tomorrw. Surprisingly didn't want too much crap.

Anyhoo, sorry thi is all about us....just needed a let down.

Lorelle, glad your scan was good.

Really hope Sheree tells us what she's having cos I'm really excited for her and desperatly want to know.

Sara how's that mum going? I often let Darcy do that in her room too. This afternoon she just played with her doll for over an hour. She chats away to it it's hilarious.

How's fulltime Chrstine?

Leanne how's Katy going?

Shazz thanks. Got it. Get back to you shortly - it might be bigger than I anticipated.

Tanya, I know I wanted to write something to you and I forget.

Elissa so glad you found a good centre for Archie. I wish I'd known how much I loved it and Darcy loved it. I would have done it sooner. Well worth the $60 a day. What do you plan on doing after that prep year? I'm so proud of you girls.

Sara have you heard anything yet about uni?