sara - Gosh COlby's first year has absolutely flown!! I wouldn't want to talk to a student either, it would be hard to put all your trust in someone who you know isn't very experieced. That sux that you have to pay. Hope the waiting list isn't too long for your boob dimple.

tania - LOL at CHris never changing! Jay and i are fine, i am just disappointed in the father that he has turned out to be, am really hoping that he gets more involved as Archie gets older, as a husband, Jay is absolutely perfect i honestly don't think a husband could be any better than him, but unfortunately fathering isn't his forte, to be honest, i don't think he was put on this earth to be a father, it sounds really horrible for me to say that as he adores Archie of course, i guess we all have our srengths and weaknesses.

Jay left for his mates bucks trip to Melbourne, they are doing the casino mainly i think, they will have a ball, its just the 2 of them though cause the 2 other guys have been posted off to Afghanistan just recently. Still dont know what to do with Archie's sleeping, am thinking im gonna have to just be cruel t be kind IYKWIM. I dont mind sleeping with him, but it means that he has late nights and he doesn't have as much independence as he once had. Might try and be strong and make him sleep in his bed while Jay is away.....hope i can stay strong, it just kills me to hear his hysterical screams for cuddles!