ohhh kim... its times like this that the whole cyber relationship frustrates me... the internet brings people together, but when you need someone there IRL the practicalilty is not so good!! I may as well be living on the moon for all the physical help I can give you, and that's what you need right now, another set of hands... I hope that the universe presents someone at your door today that will give you what you need hun. thinking of you, which doesn't do alot at the moment I know...but I'm putting it out there, and hopefully your needs will be met. lots of love and hugs