happy birthday Evie!!! have a fabulous day, and give mummy lots of hugs and kisses.

Christy, everything you are describing is what I go through. I would be making an appointment for the doctor. sometimes with endo if it is on your ovaries, you can be bleeding there, and have no AF... you need to have an ultrasound to begin with...its horrid I know. Its where I am at the moment, in the part of my cycle where the pain is intense, and the only drugs that mask the pain also knock me out, so I only tend to take them when there is someone else home...in the mean time I grit my teeth and get crankier and crankier. I had the opportunity to have surgery on Monday as there was a cancelation...only problem was that the logistics of ME being able to get there for it was a nightmare...when you have three kids, and no family on hand to call on you need to have a least a couple of weeks to organise stuff...so I will just have to hang out til the 17th.

i'm feeling really crap today, I ran out of my script for AD, and so are having that washout feeling which I hate. Hopefully in 20mins it will start to subside, as I have taken them after getting the script filled this morning. plus a very close friend, aston's godmother, is being investigated for cancer in the salivary glands... she has three boys 10, 6 and 5... it is looking very much like it is cancer, will know more on Monday after a cat scan and consultation with ENT guy...He wants her to have the growth removed ASAP. I keep saying to her, we can only live one day at a time, and get to the next step, which at the moment is getting to Monday, and then go from there, but I feel so incredibly helpless, and afraid. Why do bad things happen to good people? She is one of the most courageous amazing women I know... She is more a sister to me then my real sister...