*wah* Jovie has refused my breasts since yesterday, so my last feed off my breasts was at 4.30am yesterday... she just screams in hunger and refuses to even touch her lips to my breasts. I've tried all the ABA techniques and all our failsafe tricks but she just won't. I think having the 12 hours of bottles she just decided she prefers them. The other thing is my supply has diminished too, I can only get around 20-40mls per expressing time... so in the 6 times today I've gotten just over 1 bottle .... I'm going to go drink a bottle of wine now and grieve.... too bad it feels like my bb's are exploding but nothings coming out. Feeling pretty sorry for myself, I just said to DH "some birthday present..." I think I'll let myself feel bad for a why....

It makes me so sad because I love breastfeeding and want too....