awww HJ HUGE HUGS!

u havent failed in anyway! u are a great mum and u are doing what is best for your sanity and your baby girl. I know its hard sweety and i really know what ur going through as im finding it hell hard aswell and it ****es me off and im always upset coz i just think why cant i do it like everyone else does! its such a struggle. Expressing fulltime hun is hard work also but give it a go. Dont worry about what other people think, this is YOUR baby and YOUR decision what you want to do. Dont you worry im about over the BFing and expressing and formula fulltime is looking great to me.
Hang in there.. im always here if u need to talk xoxoxoxox