Rach hope everything goes well hun Wish I was closer I would have elped you out with the kids.
Jellybean sounds like your all in the wars hope your all better soon! thanks heaps for the reaasurance about the smack I still feel terrible But he hasnt picked him up again thank goodeness!
Fi oh hun I was the same last birth...my was not what i wanted and i didnt even write a birth story..this time went better so I didwrite one...dont feel bad about what happened you did an amazing job ..oh and DHs...well mine is a shocker...he is a shift workir so leaves at midnioght most nights but sleeps solidly for 6 hours or so before hand and he whines he is tired after i ahve been up wiht both kids pffft men hahah!

To anyone I have missed...been busy here being a milking machine lol...I had to express saturday night cause F wouldnt wake and i managed to get 22omls out of one boob so its in the fridge for M to have as I dont have any teats small enough for F.
Had the santa photos done too...F screamed the whoel time M was good so at least he is smiling

Anyway hope your all well xxx